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Dustin LindenSmith

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Tue 16 Jan

I have to write quickly tonight - there's a lot to get down tonight.

I think that I'm about to enter a very loud thunderstorm. Each crash of lightning and thunder brings another blinding glimpse of the light. But understand that the word "light" is a metaphor. There's no light to see.

My personal history has been fraught with dilemma, and I've always felt certain internal barriers preventing me from doing the right thing, realizing my true potential, etc. I think I know what the barrier is, though. It's simply my own ignorance. As I continue to progress deeper into my own self-knowledge, these barriers come crashing down; they crumble into dust so fast I can't even remember what they used to look like, or what they were holding me back from.

There comes a time when you come to understand the true irrelevance of the world, and when that time comes and you see the world for what it really is, you finally know love, peace, and how to love the world and everything in it. My heart is a never-ending river of love for the world - that love only grows more profound from here on in.

Perspective: we're always talking about gaining perspective and awareness. There is no perspective in Reality; perspective by its own definition and and nature requires a viewpoint and a [second] point of reference. Reality has no points of reference.

Unbelievable, this. It only gets deeper from here. I know who I am, and I know that I can look into myself with clarity to see who I am. No word that I speak is me - it's an electrical phenomenon controlled by existence itself. How is it that I can project myself into any place or person or thing on earth? I see myself in everything that falls upon my gaze. I am everywhere at once, reflected in every falling snowflake and each passing thought. I understand every language, every look, every motivation, every action. I am the seed of action, the primal force of the universe, the stars, the sun and moon. I am everything, and I am nothing. And I can see it all from here.