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Dustin LindenSmith

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Where have all the words gone? Last week, I couldn't write them down fast enough; this week, I don't have anything to say.

I guess I can make a couple of small observations. My understanding continues to seep more deeply into my psyche each day. I'm certainly feeling more intense integration every day. Second observation has to do with the ovservation itself. That is, I've felt mySelf observing my thoughtspeechactions more and more. Been getting a sense of how to "relinquish" the thoughtspeechaction to a sort of unseen, inner intelligence; the sort of intelligence that makes our cells exchange and our hearts pump, among other things.

That's about all I have to say about that right now. Just accepting things as they are. I remember how this process started - as an exercise to learn how to accept myself more as I am - but it has since graduated far beyond that.

Hm - wonder if that might be the root cause of suffering: a means to realize your own awareness of your own reality; a tool with which to learn how to accept and understand reality in all its forms and nonforms.

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gwen42 February 4th, 2001
autopilot. yes, yes.

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iamom February 5th, 2001
Yep. No though, no speech, no action, really. Just Being.

Who is the Actor?

lakshmi February 8th, 2001
Do we do it? or does it do us? LOL hahaha

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